Sarah

Fri, 09 May 2008 01:17:25 GMT

1.I've come to realize the last person who held my hand...
Has smelly hands. They smell like feet after work.

2. I am listening to...
A stupid commercial for beer.

3. I talk...
Sometimes

4. I am dating...
Hopefully Chris tomorrow. Although I've been to the Huether so many times in the past month, I probably shouldn't go out.

5. My best friend(s)...
Aren't the friends I expected them to be... If that makes sense

6. My cars are...
One, and blue.

7. I hate it when people ask...
"How are you?" when they either don't care, or don't know me. Like when my dog died, I wasn't gonna say, "fine." So I told all the dummys who asked.

8. Love is...
Such a small word!!! I like the Greek words. Make WAY more sense.

9. Marriage is....
Fantastic. Wonderful. One of the best choices I could have made. :)

10. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
You know why that sounds like a weird word? That's because it's not a real word. You just made it up right now! Look it up in a dictionary. It wont be there. It's not even slang!

11. I'm always...
Female.

12. I have a secret crush...
On my... friend... ?? Did a 12 year old write this?

13. My cell phone..
Is old. I want a new one. I've had this one for like 3 years.

14. My favorite sport or motorsport is...
Well I like to swim but I hate sports.

15. I went to bed last night...
Kind of upset that Mary phoned me at 9:45pm asking me to work at 7am the next day.

16. Right now I am thinking about...
The fact that I snuck out of work an hour early because all the managers were busy with an upper-management "visit" and Chris went home from work sick. So I wonder if they noticed or not. Guess I'll find out tomorrow!

17. Babies are...
Well, there have been a lot of ugly ones lately. But I know of one little cutie whose dedication is on the 18th. :)

18. I get on my Facebook...
often.

19. Today I...
Almost missed the bus. I had to run. I hate doing that. I'm glad the driver was nice.

20. Tonight I will..
Watch TV.

21. Tomorrow I will...
Work and hopefully go for a walk if the weather is nice.

22. I really want...
my appetite to be smaller. Oooo maple commercial.... f u.

TEN WHATS:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
An e-mail I had to write. That, or how groggy I was. But I don't know if I'm able to think at that point.

2. What did you do last night?
Uh... left Fergus, got groceries, made dinner, took a nap... watched TV & went to bed.

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?
Chris. I know that's out of order.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Ah, you don't wanna hear that.

5. What did you last cry over?
My idiocy. But I almost cried when I got flowers.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
Always? Chris. Sometimes? Driving in the sun with good music playing.

7. What are your plans tomorrow?
I already answered this. Gay.

9. What are you worried about?
Weight gain. Forgetfulness. I don't know.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Sleeping in on Saturday.

NINE HAVE-YOU-EVERS:

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yep. Chris had a girlfriend when I first liked him. lol

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Heck ya.

3. Have you ever played a sport on a team?
Stupid soccer. Gay.

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
I got engaged out of the country. :)

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Probably, but I don't remember. Guess that means I forgave them.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
On me? I don't think so.

8. Have you ever dated someone younger then you?
No. I liked a couple younger guys but I didn't go out with them.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
lol probably for school but I'm not sure.

EIGHT WHOS:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
Uh, Chris. He's in the other room.

2. Who was the last person you hugged?
Chris.

3. Who was the last person you called?
Chris.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
My dad

5. Who was your first crush?
Scott.

6. Who was the last person to message you?
I don't know. How? I delete most of my phone messages. Judy messaged me on Fb.

7. Who is the last person you texted?
I can't remember.

8. Who did you last yell at?
Yell?? I don't know if I've ever seriously yelled at anyone.

SEVEN WHENS:

1. When was your last shower?
This morning

2. When did you last see your mom?
Before Easter

3. When was your last hug?
Hour or so ago

4. When did you last dress up?
March 14th?

5. When was the last time you cried?
Sunday or Monday

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?
Saturday night. IRONMAN!!!

7. When were you born?
86

SIX WHERES:

1. Where does your best friend live?
In my house.

2. Where did you last go?
To the living room.

3. Where did you last hang out..
Uh... At Pam & Jamies?

4. Where do you go to school?
UW

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
I don't have one.

6. Where did you sleep last night?
On my matress.

FIVE DO/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?
Yep

2. Do they like you too?
Yep

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Not really.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
There is no muffin man.

5. Does the future scare you?
Not really.

FOUR WHYS:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because I love him&her.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?
Cuz Ed & Steph said I should and I didn't know what it was.

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Bible

4. Why are you doing this survey?
Because I think I've already watched the Simpsons 3-4 times today.

THREE IFS:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
I'd have to think about it.

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
I think I'd warn my dad not to marry retard... But things happen for a reason, right?

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?
Well I wouldn't want Chris to be miserable with me... So... A phone! To call for help. If that's cheating, then lots of fruit.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you wouldn't?
Done and done.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?
What a gay question. Of course. In fact, if he went bald due to illness and was self-conscious, I'd do it to match!

ONE RANDOM QUESTION:

Are you happy with your life right now?
You know I'm not.

My body is broken

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:14:21 GMT

Thursday's dinner:

- roast beef
- LITTLE bit of gravy
- mashed potatoes with no salt, tiny bit of butter (probably less than a tablespoon in the whole pot)
- LITTLE bit of horse raddish
- carrots & onions cooked with the beef, no salt, no butter

My stomach proceeded to freak out. (Not violently, but it hurt and repeated.)

Last night for dinner I had:

- chicken (from the oven with a bbq sauce)
- bread
- potatoes (from the oven with some seasoning, not spicey)
- asparagus (no butter that I know of)
- cesar salad
- water

So figure out why my stomach hurt after dinner for several hours, and why (sorry guys,) it kept repeating on me.

Today I had for dinner:

- a club wrap (so a bit of bacon and a bit of mayo)
- salad with A BIT of Italian dressing
- like 2 fries from Chris' plate
- some garlic bread (not much)
- water

So I guess it was the garlic bread that made my stomach so mad tonight? I took a ranitidine because I'm almost out of the Prevacid (which does practically nothing anyway,) and IT came up!! So it just worsened the taste of everything I have to re-taste several times.

I'm so annoid that I can have chips and beer one night, and my stomach will respond the same way if I have chicken or roast beef with non-spicey sides. Do I have to cut all sauces, gravies and seasonings??? Yuck. I like food.

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 17:05:25 GMT

I'm amazed at what
You are willing to do
Don't you know I'm not worth it?
I'm of no use to you.

Here's the thing, jackass
I'm not gonna lose
Cause this little vapour
Has called in the troops

You don't see them yet
But just wait and you'll see
Just take one step closer
Take a good swing at me

You think you have power?
You think you're so strong?
I used to think so too
Turns out, we were wrong.

You're NOTHING, you're WORTHLESS
You're DIRT, you're HISTORY
You're pathetic, and you're dying
I can't believe you used to scare me!

One of those days

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:05:13 GMT

I didn't eat breakfast cuz I had to get a blood test that involved fasting. I love breakfast, so that sucked. I thought I could make it before class to the lab, but I could not. So I went to class. After class I walked to the lab, and it was closed for over an hour for lunch or something. Ya, lunch would be nice, jerks! So I went to do some reading. When I went back to the lab, they had lost my requisition (form that indicates the tests the doctor wants.) They think it got sent away with my other tests. You idiots. You didn't notice that you were missing 6 TUBES of blood in my package? Anyway, I chat with the nurse as she's taking my blood, as always, (she's amazing at taking blood, she always finds my vein the FIRST time, unlike some idiots, and she does her best to keep my mind off it,) and suddenly she decides I need to lie down. I felt fine, but when I got my cheek pierced Rachel noticed that I was fainting before I did, so I took the nurse's word for it. So it was sort of time consuming. Then I finally got to eat my sandwich. Yay!

Okay so I go to my afternoon classes, and then walk to the car to head home. I get in the car and call Chris to ask him to start dinner. Suddenly the car starts pulling to the right really badly, and it's not a safe place to pull over, so I go slowly and steadily toward the closest university entrance I can think of. The tire is flat. So I pull out the air compressor and start to fill the tire because the seal is retarded and it's always been bad. (But not THIS bad. We just filled the tire on the weekend, it should have been fine.) Once it looks full, I pull off the air compressor and I hear HISSING from the tire. It's losing air as I stand there. So I had to call roadside assistance because I have never changed a tire and it was dark and raining. I wait for 30 minutes or so, not too bad, and the guy asks if I have the key to the tire... The what? So I call Chris, and he says it's in the apartment. WHAT?!?!? So the man can't change the tire. So I had fill the tire as best I could and drive really slow home to Fergus. Got home way late. And Chris is all pissed off about the paper shredder breaking or something.

Moving!

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 16:36:50 GMT

Our search is finally over! Our soon-to-be land lady called me yesterday to tell me we got the place! It's aweomse!! It has like-new floors, a good size kitchen, two bedrooms, a dining room, a big entry way, a cool living room with some brick, and a loft! The loft will be for storage because it's cold up there. I'm so glad we got this place. It's gonna be a tough move because of the stairs, but she said the front window comes out if we can't get something around the corner. I love it I love it! AND it's available December 1st, so we'll be settled by Christmas!! This is so great. I can't believe how many places we saw before finding a good one. It was probably more than 10. Now I just have to figure out how to read a bus schedule. Work said they'd transfer me to a store in Kitchener too, so I don't have to job hunt! Well I better do some homework.

HPV Vaccine

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 20:50:38 GMT

I went to the doctor today and he tried to talk me in to getting Guardasil. No thanks. I told him I am married. See, you get HPV from sex. If I'm gonna get it from Chris, I already did. If Chris dies, I may remarry, but I'm not gonna have sex with like 5 people. Then he pointed out that people cheat... Well... If I was concerned about that, HPV would be the least of my problems. I understand his concern and that he thinks it's good cuz it "almost eliminates the risk of cervical cancer." But I don't think it's been around long enough for me to get it "just in case". No one knows if it causes any problems several years later, so I think I will not get it.

fb

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 17:26:29 GMT

I pretty much just use facebook now.
I have a tiny cut on my finger but it really hurts.
I need to do my Lord of the Rings essay by Wednesday, and tons of other stuff. So that's the end of this.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 02:24:27 GMT

How can you stand there in the front row
Hands raised to the sky
Proclaiming the Name of Jesus
It all seems like a lie

Judge lest I be judged
But all that you've shown me
Is selfishness and hatred
Heaps of hypocracy

Your worse than the man in the back
The one who beat his wife
At least that man admits he's wrong
And chose to change his life

The story in your head
Is so completely wrong
If it were up to me, my dear
You'd already be gone

I used to want to make it work
I used really care
But your stress has spread to my household
And it does not belong there

Not one ounce of the blame is mine
There's nothing you can say
That will convince me you deserve my dad
For even one more day

(God I’m calling you
Send an angel send two
I want a move but I’m trapped in the outer room
I know you hear me clearly I’m weary
Come and fill me with your power heal me)

Dad, Jesse, Jonah... Please get better.

Penny is retarded

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 20:25:00 GMT

Long story short, she ruined father's day and I cried a lot.

So. Chris and I decided to go for a random drive, and I laughed at all his corney jokes which made me happy.

1) We drove by a sign that said "Pups for sale" which we noticed because we really want a dog, but can't fit one in our appartment. Then we passed another sign that said the same thing. Just after the second sign we passed a sign that said, "Kennelworth" which I guess is the township. So Chris is like, "I know why everyone's selling pups! We're in KENNELworth!" ha ha ha

2) We drove into a little area called "Farewell" which seemed weird. We stopped at a school house to use the swings. Then I asked if we should go back to the hiway or continue the way we had been going. So Chris said "Let's keep going that way and see if we come accross a town called 'Hello'."

3) We passed a sign that said "Moorefield." Being in major farm country, Chris said, "I don't wanna see MORE fields!"

Oh my word. So much cheese. :)

Tue, 08 May 2007 21:16:15 GMT

Whyyyyyyyyy oh why am I getting fatterrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I walk to work, I often walk home from work, I walk at work, I eat fairly well... GAH

You know what I need?

Thu, 03 May 2007 14:18:52 GMT

A missions trip. Does anyone know of any opportunities? I don't really have extra money floating around...

I'm bored.

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 22:55:24 GMT

1. Do you like cheese?
Oh yes! I think I eat too much of it!

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nope

3. Do you own a bike?
No

4. What did you do tonight?
I cooked dinner and watched crap TV, but starting at 7 should be good TV.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Usually I don't. Only at the hospital now because they put needles in me and make me throw up!

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I love them bbq'd but I feel guilty after I eat them.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
I hate most of them... I don't mind This Christmas by Toby Mac... I can play the piano part!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Orange juice, water or coffee... or tea.

9. Can you do push ups?
On my knees or with my fingertips against a wall

10. Is your bathroom clean?
It's not DIRTY but it's not clean either. Maybe TUesday.

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
My engagement ring.

14. Do you have friends?
Ya actually, I do.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
1. I want so bad to be healthy!
2. I hope Shift gets to merge with Friendship house!!!
3. I hope you come to my cake party.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought.
1. Parmesian cheese to have with dinner
2. Other groceries for lunch
3. Coffee and a muffin

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
1. Water
2. Coffee
3. Orange juice

20. Current worry?
Several... The fact that I worry worries me.

21. Current hate?
Penny's selfish attitude

22. Favorite place to be?
Ya, on vacation.

23. How did you bring in the New Year?
Sick, in Brantford.

24. Where would you like to go?
To that really tall waterfall in south america

25. Are you hungry?
No

26. What made you laugh last?
I'm really not sure... Possibly the fact that my apartment is so messy and Chris' neat freak parents came over.

27. Do you own slippers?
Ya

28. What shirt are you wearing?
A pink one with a couple of cherries.

29. Do you burn or tan?
I usually burn.

30. Favorite color?
Probably blue.

31. Would you be a pirate?
No.

32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I'm too tired to sing in the shower.

33. What did you have for lunch?
A sandwich.

34. Name someone who has changed your life.
I don't know... Chris

35. What's in your pocket right now?
$1.50

36. Something you can't wait for?
Being skinny.

37. Best bed sheets as a child?
You know what? I also had unicorn rainbow sheets! But I don't know what I'd call my favorites.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
I guess when I sprained my ankle.

39. What is your biggest pet peeves?
Penny, people who back out on plans, fat, illness, man-PMS... oh man just don't get me started...

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2

41. Who is your loudest friend?
Loud? I don't know.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
MEh

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
No

46. What is your favorite candy?
Nibs? Starburst?

47. What song do you want played at your wedding?
We had "Only Alive"

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I dunno... one of those happy songs about being saved or something... Happy songs.

49. What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Being bored.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Is someone in the bathroom? What time is it?

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 22:30:25 GMT

Hey guys. I'm not sure if anyone really checks this out anymore, but it's more personal than facebook notes.

So things have been weird lately. I miss my friends like Becca and Steph and I'm worried about Becca and I. I dunno.

I've been doing a lot lately with new friends but something is missing.

It's so hard after eating whatever I've wanted to for so many years to try to lose this weight. I've been walking to work and to the grocery store once in a while but it's not working. Plus it's mostly in my gut and thighs so I don't think walking is gonna do much.

I'm still sick like, in my gut.

I wanna go to KB. :(

So things are odd now.

In the past couple of weeks I had the Erb St. party, at which I fell in a bath tub, a Rave, at which I slept in a car for a couple of hours, my first Japanese dinner at Samura, and Chris' work breakfast where I saw two girls I used to work with at Tim's including the one who I think might be stealing condoms from my dept. (mad face!)

Sigh. So now I have a bit of a social life, but it's with all of my sister's friends!

Accidental death and dismemberment

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 15:05:54 GMT

If the following happens to Chris (or myself I believe,) we will recieve a certain percent of I believe a $10 000 insurance policy. Who the heck decides these amounts??!?

Loss of:

Life: 100% (duh)
One hand and one foot: 100%
Hearing in both ears AND speech: 100%
Both hands or both feet or sight in both eyes: 100%
One hand or one foot AND loss of sight in one eye: 100%
One arm or one leg: 75%
One hand or one foot or loss of sight in one eye or speech or hearing in both ears: 66.67%
Thumb and index finger or at least four fingers of the same hand: 33.33%
Hearing in one ear: 25%
All toes of one foot: 25% <---- EXCUSE ME?!?!? That would be QUITE an injury!

Don't you think if you lost all your toes on one foot that you'd need a little more than $2500 to cover the time away from work? Even when you return to work you may not be able to work normal hours or do your previous job due to issues of balance.

BTW... I have been stolen by facebook which is why I hardly ever post on here. Plus I got sick of pouring my heart out to the internet.

Ugly

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 22:50:07 GMT

I've had to wear my glasses for a week or so because I lost one of my last contact lenses down the drain I think. (In the shower.) They make me look retarded. My hair is the most annoying length so I can't do anything with it. My acne came back. (It got really bad when I first started this medication, went away briefly, then came back...) My clothes don't fit right.

Today at work a lady my age called me "sweety" or something like that, I can only assume because she thought I was 14 or something. She was REALLY nice but her tone of voice and everything made it seem like she thought I was young.

I'm sick of not feeling like a lady. All the skirts they sell in the stores either make me look 12 or like a fat slut...

More on that later.

Addictive behaviour

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 17:32:38 GMT

I did the funniest thing this morning. I got up early to ensure I'd get a parking spot at school, and so I could do some last minute reading for my test later in the morning. When I got to the school I was debating whether or not to go get a coffee. I have some money on my wat-card (student card that you can use at many of the on campus stores,) but I figured I'd be better off spending the time reading.

The next thing I knew I was walking out of the SLC with a coffee in my hand. Well, not exactly. I read for about 2 minutes, then closed my book, and started walking through another parking lot, down a path, over a bridge, accross the road and into the building that has the main Tim Hortons on campus. Once I had the coffee and was walking back over the bridge toward my class, I realized that I didn't remember actually deciding to go get a coffee. It's like my body went, "You want me to READ with such a small amount of sleep last night and your poor eating habits? How the crap do you expect me to do that? Must have coffee!" and went on to walk me to Tim Hortons.

I don't have coffee every day. I'd say max 4 coffees a week, including what I brew at home.

I find it so hilarious that I walked all that way without thinking. It's not a long walk, but it's not like I just walked into the cafeteria on this side of the creek. I took the 3 minute walk to the other side of the road and didn't even realize that I had decided not to do that.

When I first realized that I had bought a coffee I was like, "What?!" Ahhh it was so funny.

Wanna know what sucks?

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 00:53:43 GMT

Well, we have about a year left on our lease, and we're already over our kilometers. Which means that every single km we drive we have to be conscious of. The only people who have come to our place to see us are Jamie and Pam. Which means? Well, in order to maintain any friendship beyond the internet, we've had to go to Georgetown or whatever up until now. Now that we can't, (and figures, the term is almost over so I would have had more time to be a 20 year old,) I not only get to continue being a loner, but now I don't exactly have hope that I will see my friends because it will cost us a good $9.00/trip on top of gas, and no one ever says they'll come out to Fergus. Like, I tried to throw a party this week and I got LAME excuses for people not coming.

Huh?

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 12:52:52 GMT

I got a very low mark on my History of Christianity exam, but an amazing mark on my Buddhism paper! What?! Must be all those friggin popes and emperors. Power hungry retards kept deposing eachother and reinstating some other losers like a millions times so there were too many names.

Not fun

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 14:06:17 GMT

Got a blood test for severe abdominal pain and nausea by a nurse who apparently isn't that good at taking blood, then I passed out, then I threw up, waited for an hour or so, then got needles in my arm AND hip! EW!!!!!! It hurt so bad.

Question for the hour:

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 23:56:23 GMT

How many times can much show that irritating new Avril La-Slut video before playing Finger Eleven?

Answer: 3!!!! An average of more than once an hour!

Bored

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 19:05:45 GMT

1. I've come to realize that my ex is ... uh he doesn't count

2. I am listening to ... humming of electronics

3. I talk … spasticly

4. I love ... you

5. My best friend is ... far away

7. I lost .. my marriage certificate. Ha ha!

8. I hate it when people ... drive like retards

9. Love is ... great

10. Marriage is ... awesome

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking ... that they wish they'd been nicer to me

12. I'll always be ... tired

13. I have a crush on ... what?
14. The last time I cried was because ... I read something nice.

15. My cell phone is .. great until I want to charge it because these chargers blow

16. When I wake up in the morning ... I hit snooze

17. Before I go to sleep at night I ... get in bed

18. Right now I am thinking about ... not wanting to go to class or work and do the same tomorrow.

19. Babies are ... great, as long as they are not mine.

20. I get on myspace ... rarely

21. Today I ... could use a nap.

22. Tonight I will ... work

23. Soon I will ... go to class. Man this is boring.

24. I really want ... A vacation

Weekend

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 01:27:25 GMT

I was a pretty good wife this weekend. Irresponsible, but good. At the last minute Chris asked if we could go to the International Auto Show. So I said yes, because it's something to do... without looking at our bank account and the fact that they wanted to see a movie this weekend too! The tickets were $18/each, parking was $12, (the free parking was a ZOO with a huge lineup and people cutting in line and taking up the whole road,) about $17 for lunch, and who knows how much in gas. We saved at least $6.50 though by bringing our landry to Georgetown where we stayed the night before the show. (Because the show was about 45-60 minutes from Georgetown, instead of about 2 hours from our place.)

So I was a good wife because I sucked it up and went to the auto show and a movie I didn't really care to see, but irresponsible because we likely spent $100 this weekend... and we've been saving up in a seperate account to go out for a steak dinner, which is a demonstration of how tight money is while I'm in classes.

I looked at the pictures from the show and I re-discovered my double chin. As it turns out, I've gained weight sometime in the past couple months.

Meh.

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 18:46:26 GMT

The couple in the apartment next to ours have a son. I think his name is Nick. He's adorable! He is very chubby, and he’s at that age where he wants to talk, but what comes out of his mouth doesn’t make much sense to anyone but his mom possibly. When he’s all bundled up in a hat and mitts and stuff, his neck disappears and there’s just this round, rosy-cheeked face looking up at you. Almost every day we can hear him running down the hall screaming and laughing. I think it’s when his dad gets home. He’s awesome! I want a Nick, but I don’t want to change diapers… So there shall be no Nicks for another 4-7 years, God willing.

I just found out that one of my old friends is going to this club that I really like for her birthday next week. I would love to go, but I’m not sure I’ll have all my research and stuff done in time for a proposal I have to submit.

I’m so tired! Yesterday I was supposed to have a class but I didn’t go because I was passing out at like 3:00pm. I slept from like 6:00 to 8:00 and then hardly got up for an hour or two and went back to bed for the night. This morning I’m still tired. This sucks.

I will soon be posting another balcony photo cuz it's even more snowcovered now!

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 20:18:58 GMT

The snow is still falling randomly all over Fergus. I finally got some boots though so it's not so bad. I used to get to work and have to go through my shift with soaken wet feet.

I am currently in my pjs eating lunch, enjoying my first break from work and school since Saturday. Too bad I worked this morning and I have 3 hours of class tonight, so it's not actually a day off.

I did something today that I'm wondering if I shouldn't have done. The pharmacy is getting a whole new layout which I know will take days unless they lend us people from other departments to help out. I said I could pick up some extra hours to help if they need me... The down side? I NEED REST! I'm already doing too much. I concluded today that I am not a lazy person just cuz I'm out of shape. I'm a full time student, I have a part time job, AND I do dishes, laundry, vacuum, clean the washroom, dust, cook... I'm not claiming that I do all of those things by myself. Chris does all the same stuff. Whoever gets home first usually starts dinner, and if laundry or dishes need to be done, whoever had time to do it does it. (Which often leads to heaps of laundry and dishes.) IT'S SO ANNOYING there's at least one lady in our building that takes up all 3 washers at one time, making it so on one else in our three floor building can do laundry for an hour and a half to two hours. That can cause big problems when people like me who have school and a job to get laundry done when the laundry room closes at 10:00pm. Like, frig lady. I NEVER use all the machines. I don't even care if you have kids to take care of. I believe kids are a lot of work, but I've never seen her with kids or going to work, so I don't know what makes her think she's so special that everyone else has to wait. She's messed up my schedule at least 3 times in the past couple months. It's such a pain.

Anyway... 1/2 rants done.

The up side to extra hours is that Chris and I are looking at leasing a nissan which is SO NICE but even getting a wicked deal from a dealer we know, it will bring up our car payment by $80 a month and our insurance will go up because it's a new car. So I need the money.

Rant 2:

WHAT MADE YOU QUESTION YOUR FAITH?!??! So many wonderful Christians I knew have started facebook accounts. I'd say more than 1/2 of them have glamorized drinking and changed their religious views to "undecided" or something along those lines. Why did so many of them change their minds? I know that people change, but God is unchanging. It's not like they suddenly became educated in the science of "God doesn't exist"... Not meaning to sound full of myself, but I am up there in people edcuated about religion. Ed & Phil study engineering, Becca studies psych.... I study religion. I know much of the proven early history of Christianity. I don't believe everything that's fed to me. I think critically. I've been drunk. I've done the opposite of what the Bible says and I've experienced the pain, the illness, the hearbreak, the regret.... Not because God makes me feel guilty, but because there are worldly consequences for those actions!! It's not like God went, "How can I make life extremely boring for these people I created?" He wants to keep us safe ... All things work for the good of those who love Him.

That's all for now. There's more to say, but there's also dinner to be made.

Craptacular morning

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 16:39:11 GMT

I have 2 exam today. 20% and 25% of my final grades in the courses. Not only did I fail to read at least a full chapter of the text for each class, but I failed to get to the first one on time!

I woke up with 45 minutes to get ready and leave at 9:00. The exam was at 10:00, and it takes 45 mintues or so to get to the school. So I was ready and out the door on time. I arrived at a Waterloo Tim Hortons with about 20 minutes to get to the school. The school is about a 3 minute drive from the Tim Hortons and the line only had like 2 people in it, so I got a coffee. No problems there. Get to the school which has 3 parking lots for the campus I needed to be at... ALL FULL. Not only that, but there were people like me driving aimlessly hoping someone would leave so we could park, and students walking everywhere. Finally, 2 minutes before the exam, I said screw it and went looking for parking somewhere else. (I had just waited outside one of the lots before and got in after just a couple minutes of waiting. THat didn't happen today.) Desperate to make it to my exam, I just parked in some lot of a college I've never heard of even though there were signs everywhere saying that you'd be fined if you don't have a pass.

So I RAN to my exam and ended up being 5 minutes late. Only the second time in my life that I remember being late for a test or exam. (The first time being two weeks ago. Shut up.)

Being illigally parked, I didn't give my exam the regular proof-read aside from confirming that all my answers on the exam matched the answers I put on the scantron card. I hope I did okay anyway.

Praise God, I didn't get a ticket!

I went back to the campus where I actually needed to be, and still all the lots were full. I thought I saw someone leaving my favorite parking lot, but I drove by anyway to see if the farthest one had any spots. No it didn't. By the time I got back to my favorite lot, (someone HAD left,) there was someone in front of me trying to get in! Grrrrrrrrrr... So I waited, and the "full" light did't come on. Yay! So I paid my $3 and the thing opened... But there were no spots in the lot! So I parked in a teacher's spot to ask the office what I should do. They gave me my money back. On the way out I found a spot. So I gave the office their money. Which I shouldn't have because I'm sick of paying. But I was honest.

NOTE TO ST J AND WATERLOO: MAKE.MORE.PARKING LOTS! YOU HAVE LIKE 20000 STUDENTS! RETARDS!