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1.I've come to realize the last person who held my hand...
Has smelly hands. They smell like feet after work.

2. I am listening to...
A stupid commercial for beer.

3. I talk...
Sometimes

4. I am dating...
Hopefully Chris tomorrow. Although I've been to the Huether so many times in the past month, I probably shouldn't go out.

5. My best friend(s)...
Aren't the friends I expected them to be... If that makes sense

6. My cars are...
One, and blue.

7. I hate it when people ask...
"How are you?" when they either don't care, or don't know me. Like when my dog died, I wasn't gonna say, "fine." So I told all the dummys who asked.

8. Love is...
Such a small word!!! I like the Greek words. Make WAY more sense.

9. Marriage is....
Fantastic. Wonderful. One of the best choices I could have made. :)

10. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
You know why that sounds like a weird word? That's because it's not a real word. You just made it up right now! Look it up in a dictionary. It wont be there. It's not even slang!

11. I'm always...
Female.

12. I have a secret crush...
On my... friend... ?? Did a 12 year old write this?

13. My cell phone..
Is old. I want a new one. I've had this one for like 3 years.

14. My favorite sport or motorsport is...
Well I like to swim but I hate sports.

15. I went to bed last night...
Kind of upset that Mary phoned me at 9:45pm asking me to work at 7am the next day.

16. Right now I am thinking about...
The fact that I snuck out of work an hour early because all the managers were busy with an upper-management "visit" and Chris went home from work sick. So I wonder if they noticed or not. Guess I'll find out tomorrow!

17. Babies are...
Well, there have been a lot of ugly ones lately. But I know of one little cutie whose dedication is on the 18th. :)

18. I get on my Facebook...
often.

19. Today I...
Almost missed the bus. I had to run. I hate doing that. I'm glad the driver was nice.

20. Tonight I will..
Watch TV.

21. Tomorrow I will...
Work and hopefully go for a walk if the weather is nice.

22. I really want...
my appetite to be smaller. Oooo maple commercial.... f u.

TEN WHATS:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
An e-mail I had to write. That, or how groggy I was. But I don't know if I'm able to think at that point.

2. What did you do last night?
Uh... left Fergus, got groceries, made dinner, took a nap... watched TV & went to bed.

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?
Chris. I know that's out of order.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Ah, you don't wanna hear that.

5. What did you last cry over?
My idiocy. But I almost cried when I got flowers.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
Always? Chris. Sometimes? Driving in the sun with good music playing.

7. What are your plans tomorrow?
I already answered this. Gay.

9. What are you worried about?
Weight gain. Forgetfulness. I don't know.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Sleeping in on Saturday.

NINE HAVE-YOU-EVERS:

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yep. Chris had a girlfriend when I first liked him. lol

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Heck ya.

3. Have you ever played a sport on a team?
Stupid soccer. Gay.

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
I got engaged out of the country. :)

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Probably, but I don't remember. Guess that means I forgave them.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
On me? I don't think so.

8. Have you ever dated someone younger then you?
No. I liked a couple younger guys but I didn't go out with them.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
lol probably for school but I'm not sure.

EIGHT WHOS:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
Uh, Chris. He's in the other room.

2. Who was the last person you hugged?
Chris.

3. Who was the last person you called?
Chris.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
My dad

5. Who was your first crush?
Scott.

6. Who was the last person to message you?
I don't know. How? I delete most of my phone messages. Judy messaged me on Fb.

7. Who is the last person you texted?
I can't remember.

8. Who did you last yell at?
Yell?? I don't know if I've ever seriously yelled at anyone.

SEVEN WHENS:

1. When was your last shower?
This morning

2. When did you last see your mom?
Before Easter

3. When was your last hug?
Hour or so ago

4. When did you last dress up?
March 14th?

5. When was the last time you cried?
Sunday or Monday

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?
Saturday night. IRONMAN!!!

7. When were you born?
86

SIX WHERES:

1. Where does your best friend live?
In my house.

2. Where did you last go?
To the living room.

3. Where did you last hang out..
Uh... At Pam & Jamies?

4. Where do you go to school?
UW

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
I don't have one.

6. Where did you sleep last night?
On my matress.

FIVE DO/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?
Yep

2. Do they like you too?
Yep

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Not really.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
There is no muffin man.

5. Does the future scare you?
Not really.

FOUR WHYS:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because I love him&her.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?
Cuz Ed & Steph said I should and I didn't know what it was.

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Bible

4. Why are you doing this survey?
Because I think I've already watched the Simpsons 3-4 times today.

THREE IFS:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
I'd have to think about it.

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
I think I'd warn my dad not to marry retard... But things happen for a reason, right?

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?
Well I wouldn't want Chris to be miserable with me... So... A phone! To call for help. If that's cheating, then lots of fruit.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you wouldn't?
Done and done.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?
What a gay question. Of course. In fact, if he went bald due to illness and was self-conscious, I'd do it to match!

ONE RANDOM QUESTION:

Are you happy with your life right now?
You know I'm not.

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My body is broken
Thursday's dinner:

- roast beef
- LITTLE bit of gravy
- mashed potatoes with no salt, tiny bit of butter (probably less than a tablespoon in the whole pot)
- LITTLE bit of horse raddish
- carrots & onions cooked with the beef, no salt, no butter

My stomach proceeded to freak out. (Not violently, but it hurt and repeated.)

 Last night for dinner I had:

- chicken (from the oven with a bbq sauce)
- bread
- potatoes (from the oven with some seasoning, not spicey)
- asparagus (no butter that I know of)
- cesar salad
- water

So figure out why my stomach hurt after dinner for several hours, and why (sorry guys,) it kept repeating on me.

Today I had for dinner:

- a club wrap (so a bit of bacon and a bit of mayo)
- salad with A BIT of Italian dressing
- like 2 fries from Chris' plate
- some garlic bread (not much)
- water

So I guess it was the garlic bread that made my stomach so mad tonight? I took a ranitidine because I'm almost out of the Prevacid (which does practically nothing anyway,) and IT came up!! So it just worsened the taste of everything I have to re-taste several times. 

I'm so annoid that I can have chips and beer one night, and my stomach will respond the same way if I have chicken or roast beef with non-spicey sides.  Do I have to cut all sauces, gravies and seasonings??? Yuck. I like food.

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 I'm amazed at what
You are willing to do
Don't you know I'm not worth it?
I'm of no use to you.

Here's the thing, jackass
I'm not gonna lose
Cause this little vapour
Has called in the troops

You don't see them yet
But just wait and you'll see
Just take one step closer
Take a good swing at me

You think you have power?
You think you're so strong?
I used to think so too
Turns out, we were wrong.

You're NOTHING, you're WORTHLESS
You're DIRT, you're HISTORY
You're pathetic, and you're dying
I can't believe you used to scare me!

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One of those days
I didn't eat breakfast cuz I had to get a blood test that involved fasting. I love breakfast, so that sucked. I thought I could make it before class to the lab, but I could not. So I went to class. After class I walked to the lab, and it was closed for over an hour for lunch or something. Ya, lunch would be nice, jerks! So I went to do some reading. When I went back to the lab, they had lost my requisition (form that indicates the tests the doctor wants.) They think it got sent away with my other tests. You idiots. You didn't notice that you were missing 6 TUBES of blood in my package? Anyway, I chat with the nurse as she's taking my blood, as always, (she's amazing at taking blood, she always finds my vein the FIRST time, unlike some idiots, and she does her best to keep my mind off it,) and suddenly she decides I need to lie down. I felt fine, but when I got my cheek pierced Rachel noticed that I was fainting before I did, so I took the nurse's word for it. So it was sort of time consuming. Then I finally got to eat my sandwich. Yay!

Okay so I go to my afternoon classes, and then walk to the car to head home. I get in the car and call Chris to ask him to start dinner. Suddenly the car starts pulling to the right really badly, and it's not a safe place to pull over, so I go slowly and steadily toward the closest university entrance I can think of. The tire is flat. So I pull out the air compressor and start to fill the tire because the seal is retarded and it's always been bad. (But not THIS bad. We just filled the tire on the weekend, it should have been fine.) Once it looks full, I pull off the air compressor and I hear HISSING from the tire. It's losing air as I stand there. So I had to call roadside assistance because I have never changed a tire and it was dark and raining. I wait for 30 minutes or so, not too bad, and the guy asks if I have the key to the tire... The what? So I call Chris, and he says it's in the apartment. WHAT?!?!? So the man can't change the tire. So I had fill the tire as best I could and drive really slow home to Fergus. Got home way late. And Chris is all pissed off about the paper shredder breaking or something.

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Moving!
Our search is finally over! Our soon-to-be land lady called me yesterday to tell me we got the place! It's aweomse!! It has like-new floors, a good size kitchen, two bedrooms, a dining room, a big entry way, a cool living room with some brick, and a loft! The loft will be for storage because it's cold up there. I'm so glad we got this place. It's gonna be a tough move because of the stairs, but she said the front window comes out if we can't get something around the corner. I love it I love it! AND it's available December 1st, so we'll be settled by Christmas!! This is so great. I can't believe how many places we saw before finding a good one. It was probably more than 10. Now I just have to figure out how to read a bus schedule. Work said they'd transfer me to a store in Kitchener too, so I don't have to job hunt! Well I better do some homework.
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HPV Vaccine
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I pretty much just use facebook now. 
I have a tiny cut on my finger but it really hurts.
I need to do my Lord of the Rings essay by Wednesday, and tons of other stuff. So that's the end of this.
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How can you stand there in the front row
Hands raised to the sky
Proclaiming the Name of Jesus
It all seems like a lie

Judge lest I be judged
But all that you've shown me
Is selfishness and hatred
Heaps of hypocracy

Your worse than the man in the back
The one who beat his wife
At least that man admits he's wrong
And chose to change his life

The story in your head
Is so completely wrong
If it were up to me, my dear
You'd already be gone

I used to want to make it work
I used really care
But your stress has spread to my household
And it does not belong there

Not one ounce of the blame is mine
There's nothing you can say
That will convince me you deserve my dad
For even one more day

(God I’m calling you
Send an angel send two
I want a move but I’m trapped in the outer room
I know you hear me clearly I’m weary
Come and fill me with your power heal me)

Dad, Jesse, Jonah... Please get better.

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Penny is retarded
Long story short, she ruined father's day and I cried a lot.

So. Chris and I decided to go for a random drive, and I laughed at all his corney jokes which made me happy.

1) We drove by a sign that said "Pups for sale" which we noticed because we really want a dog, but can't fit one in our appartment. Then we passed another sign that said the same thing. Just after the second sign we passed a sign that said, "Kennelworth" which I guess is the township. So Chris is like, "I know why everyone's selling pups! We're in KENNELworth!" ha ha ha

2) We drove into a little area called "Farewell" which seemed weird. We stopped at a school house to use the swings. Then I asked if we should go back to the hiway or continue the way we had been going. So Chris said "Let's keep going that way and see if we come accross a town called 'Hello'." 

3) We passed a sign that said "Moorefield." Being in major farm country, Chris said, "I don't wanna see MORE fields!"

Oh my word. So much cheese. :)

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Whyyyyyyyyy oh why am I getting fatterrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I walk to work, I often walk home from work, I walk at work, I eat fairly well... GAH

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You know what I need?
A missions trip. Does anyone know of any opportunities? I don't really have extra money floating around...
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I'm bored.
Quiz )
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Hey guys. I'm not sure if anyone really checks this out anymore, but it's more personal than facebook notes.

So things have been weird lately. I miss my friends like Becca and Steph and I'm worried about Becca and I. I dunno.

I've been doing a lot lately with new friends but something is missing.

It's so hard after eating whatever I've wanted to for so many years to try to lose this weight. I've been walking to work and to the grocery store once in a while but it's not working. Plus it's mostly in my gut and thighs so I don't think walking is gonna do much. 

I'm still sick like, in my gut. 

I wanna go to KB. :(

So things are odd now. 

In the past couple of weeks I had the Erb St. party, at which I fell in a bath tub, a Rave, at which I slept in a car for a couple of hours, my first Japanese dinner at Samura, and Chris' work breakfast where I saw two girls I used to work with at Tim's including the one who I think might be stealing condoms from my dept. (mad face!)

Sigh. So now I have a bit of a social life, but it's with all of my sister's friends!

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Accidental death and dismemberment
If the following happens to Chris (or myself I believe,) we will recieve a certain percent of I believe a $10 000 insurance policy. Who the heck decides these amounts??!?

Loss of:

Life: 100% (duh)
One hand and one foot: 100%
Hearing in both ears AND speech: 100%
Both hands or both feet or sight in both eyes: 100%
One hand or one foot AND loss of sight in one eye: 100%
One arm or one leg: 75%
One hand or one foot or loss of sight in one eye or speech or hearing in both ears: 66.67%
Thumb and index finger or at least four fingers of the same hand: 33.33%
Hearing in one ear: 25%
All toes of one foot: 25% <---- EXCUSE ME?!?!? That would be QUITE an injury!

Don't you think if you lost all your toes on one foot that you'd need a little more than $2500 to cover the time away from work? Even when you return to work you may not be able to work normal hours or do your previous job due to issues of balance.

BTW... I have been stolen by facebook which is why I hardly ever post on here. Plus I got sick of pouring my heart out to the internet.

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Ugly
I've had to wear my glasses for a week or so because I lost one of my last contact lenses down the drain I think. (In the shower.) They make me look retarded. My hair is the most annoying length so I can't do anything with it. My acne came back. (It got really bad when I first started this medication, went away briefly, then came back...) My clothes don't fit right.

Today at work a lady my age called me "sweety" or something like that, I can only assume because she thought I was 14 or something. She was REALLY nice but her tone of voice and everything made it seem like she thought I was young.

I'm sick of not feeling like a lady. All the skirts they sell in the stores either make me look 12 or like a fat slut...

More on that later.

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Addictive behaviour
I did the funniest thing this morning. I got up early to ensure I'd get a parking spot at school, and so I could do some last minute reading for my test later in the morning. When I got to the school I was debating whether or not to go get a coffee. I have some money on my wat-card (student card that you can use at many of the on campus stores,) but I figured I'd be better off spending the time reading.

The next thing I knew I was walking out of the SLC with a coffee in my hand. Well, not exactly. I read for about 2 minutes, then closed my book, and started walking through another parking lot, down a path, over a bridge, accross the road and into the building that has the main Tim Hortons on campus. Once I had the coffee and was walking back over the bridge toward my class, I realized that I didn't remember actually deciding to go get a coffee. It's like my body went, "You want me to READ with such a small amount of sleep last night and your poor eating habits? How the crap do you expect me to do that? Must have coffee!" and went on to walk me to Tim Hortons.

I don't have coffee every day. I'd say max 4 coffees a week, including what I brew at home. 

I find it so hilarious that I walked all that way without thinking. It's not a long walk, but it's not like I just walked into the cafeteria on this side of the creek. I took the 3 minute walk to the other side of the road and didn't even realize that I had decided not to do that.

When I first realized that I had bought a coffee I was like, "What?!" Ahhh it was so funny.

Current Mood:
amused amused
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Wanna know what sucks?
Well, we have about a year left on our lease, and we're already over our kilometers. Which means that every single km we drive we have to be conscious of. The only people who have come to our place to see us are Jamie and Pam. Which means? Well, in order to maintain any friendship beyond the internet, we've had to go to Georgetown or whatever up until now. Now that we can't, (and figures, the term is almost over so I would have had more time to be a 20 year old,) I not only get to continue being a loner, but now I don't exactly have hope that I will see my friends because it will cost us a good $9.00/trip on top of gas, and no one ever says they'll come out to Fergus. Like, I tried to throw a party this week and I got LAME excuses for people not coming.
Current Mood:
lonely lonely
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Huh?
I got a very low mark on my History of Christianity exam, but an amazing mark on my Buddhism paper! What?! Must be all those friggin popes and emperors. Power hungry retards kept deposing eachother and reinstating some other losers like a millions times so there were too many names.
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Not fun
Got a blood test for severe abdominal pain and nausea by a nurse who apparently isn't that good at taking blood, then I passed out, then I threw up, waited for an hour or so, then got needles in my arm AND hip! EW!!!!!! It hurt so bad.
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Question for the hour:
How many times can much show that irritating new Avril La-Slut video before playing Finger Eleven?

Answer: 3!!!! An average of more than once an hour!

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